Hey guys!!! I have been disappeared from last month. I am extremely sorry, I couldn't get time to read n like your blogs. But believe me I wanted to read as well as write. I have been inactive for too long that's why I am having trouble finding the topic to write. So I decided to tell you all why I was vanished for this long period not even reading your blogs. 

I am back to my home guys. It's been almost 3 weeks since I came back. My mother is not feeling well, she is sick a little. Now she is good but still weak, doctors have suggested her bed rest for atleast two months. I am glad that she is recovering day by day, but I am a little exhausted 🤯. 

The thing is I have never ever cooked whole meal for more than two people and even when if I have, I cooked for few days. Now along with other household chores I have to work in kitchen. Working is not the problem but what to cook is. My whole family is gourmand including me so it is hard to make tasty dishes that satisfy them and me too. Before, whenever I have cooked, I had make sure that not to harm their taste but now it's getting tough. I am feeling like I am fighting in a battle and I have to work hard to win. You know what? Hardwork even don't work sometimes. This thing frustrates me more that I am trying my best still not reaching my goal. 

The worst thing is I am finding balance in my mothers diet food and her taste and I am not getting it. Whenever she ates I ask her, was it good?and she always says it's good, But I don't believe her. Sometimes she do tells me that the food was tasty without asking then only I believe it a bit but not completely. We live in a village so getting someone to cook for our family is impossible. I am just tired of cooking😫. I haven't imagined ever I am going to stuck in the kitchen. Somebody save me, rescue me from kitchen.

Our mothers are true legends, all of them. They fight this battle in kitchen and wins everyday. I salute to them. I wish someday I will win, hopefully soon. The joke in this frustrating situation is I have cooked tasteless meal with full confidence and that confidence ended after tasting it😅.

I will try to make some time to visit candlemonk often. Wish me luck🤗. That's it for now. 

Missed you guys.