It's almost the mid of January and there is absolutely no time to lose as there is a lot of work to do. In spite of the pandemic which would go on, and we have to do our part by following the protocols and staying safe. So the journey or the mission is quite a hard one. We prefer the destination more than the journey but it is the latter that makes the former more meaningful but it seems the journey is quite a task with many obstacles that you have to push yourself harder to achieve it. 

The covid is one main obstacle, and then the weather which is unbearable that you can't sit at home and do anything. Then there is another main obstacle i.e., fatigue. When I thought that I would get to work after relaxing during vacation, I am feeling tired and exhausted already. And it started from this week onwards. Tired even before the Beginning of the Mission.  

When I think of getting up early, I end up getting two hours after the expected time of getting up in spite of so many alarms. When I think of exercising even with the basic steps, there is no energy and that is filled to an extent with breakfast. And then you go for the class by bus since you don't have a vehicle on your own but then walking to the stop is also quite tiring with the humidity that you don't want to go at all.

Even during the classes, there is little or no motivation to pay attention that you want to leave. There is wind while walking to and from the institute or home or the bus stop. But when you actually feel tired, you don't feel like going at all. And when I think that I could relax and chill, I feel very sleepy that I eat dinner and go to sleep that I don't any work that I wanted to do. I try getting up early so that I could do the work that I couldn't do at night but then I sleep off and get up only when the room is filled with the sunlight. 

This is not being tired after work but being tired even before you could work and the only tiring thing I do is going for class. Sigh!