Hey folks, hope you are doing good. I know it's been more than a week since I wrote a blog post. The thing is, a part of me was a little exhausted and a part of me was probably lazy to type anything. The fatigue could be because of the covid and it has been ten days and I have tested again so I could go back to class. Well, the pros of being in quarantine were you could do a lot of pending work that doesn't involve much physical labour but the sad part was, I didn't do any of it.
It isn't really about laziness but maybe you are just tired and pushing oneself further can lead to immense strain which I don't want to. The weather is one reason you feel exhausted that you can't do anything and other times, it is the fatigue. And when the time comes, when you actual your mind to do some obstacle happens somewhere or the other. Sometimes it can be dealt with but otherwise, there is nothing that can be done. I actually thought of writing a blog post yesterday but then there was thunder and lightning so I had to unplug everything and sit facing away from the window. The thunder and lightning is something I detest, especially at night when I go to sleep; it is so dreadful that you wish it had stopped and never occurred in the first place.
This happens most of the time, when I set up my mind to do something or go to someplace or eat something, something or the other happens. Be it the weather changes or the power cut or the unavailability of the dishes or some other external factors and it isn't always with the internal factors being the obstacle.
Well, you can't just sit and watch them waiting for it to leave, we have to do it if we wanted to walk past that obstacle. Once you step forward, there is no turning back. That is one major aspect of it, but then otherwise with the minor obstacles, it actually bugs us to an extent all because of the mindset we created and not being able to fulfill even an ounce of it. There is a lot to do and we can't afford to waste any more time of it.