Welcome to September. 

Another month has begun and we are almost at the end of 2021. How time flies so quickly. Doesn't feel it has been that long since I shifted to the city and since the course has started. A lot has happened within the past eight months and certain things are coming to a closure. Well I am glad that some of my goals have been fulfilled and almost at the verge of fulfilling some more goals. 

But sometimes it feels little dull like intensely dull and that's how the month of September begun. I hated September because it never did any good to me. I don't know if it's the name or the month itself that I detest. Well I used to hate September in school probably because of school and exams during that time period. I still can't see months as months and days as days but instead perceive all those as different from others in its own way. For example, March always feels like one is facing the question of life and death, probably because of the final exams. And May feels like the month that wants us to feel most alive. 

All these are just my own thoughts that I created for a while and now it can't be changed. The month of September began quite intensely and it was also dull i.e., making it intensely dull. I wanted to write on 1st about this all but then I was exhausted, tired and little lazy. This month is going to get more busier and more intense with lot of work to be done and lot of commitment than just mere interest as it is the former that determines our worth and where we stand and what we strive to achieve. So how does that feel? Not exciting enough but that doesn't mean you shouldn't do it. You opted for it so you have to do it. It is going to be a long and arduous task especially during the pandemic and also the rains which I hate the most, otherwise it is fine. 

I am certain that this year September is going to be an intense month and I could feel it. It's got nothing to do with the way I perceive. I have got good days in September and also good Septembers. September 2019 was the second best month of the year. Many important people in my life are born in the month of September; my best friend being one of them. 

Welcome to September. I cannot afford this being a dead end though it can be intensely dull.