So here we come to the end of the sixth month of the year and also the first half of 2021. So how does it feel when six months have passed? I am not sure of what I am feeling when six months have passed, but I usually feel different and have mixed feelings when June comes to an end. It feels slightly gloomy and it is hard to part with June. 

I don't know why I feel like that. Probably because it's my birthday month. When June begins, I feel hyped and excited thinking that there is a lot to do but then during the last days of the month, it is the opposite feeling and I don't know why I feel like that. Probably it is all happening based on the circumstances around. 

But I have noticed that this particular feeling has been happening for the past four years. Like when the month of June begins, I get excited and when the month ends, it feels sad and slightly gloomy. And  I have no clue why I feel that or feeling that. However, there could be a reason why would happen like that or feel like that and I am not going to tell all of it in detail because it doesn't matter anymore. 

But the reasons for this year and the previous year is certainly the pandemic whereas for the other years, it is different. Having said that, in the past few years when the month of June is nearing its end, the gloomy feeling disappears with a particular event and that enables me to end June on a good note and bid farewell without any feeling of grief or remorse. And this has happened three years ago and today. 

This time, it felt good when a particular event came to rescue from the gloomy feeling when June is ending and it happened yesterday and now I feel good and ready to bid farewell to June on a good note with no sad feelings. Despite the pandemic, June has been good to me when I was all alone and there were be certain moody events but not too gloomy as stated or gloomy as it had been in certain days of the previous months. One shouldn't lose hope till the last moment. 

Thank you June, thank you for being there for me. Goodbye!