Hey everyone! hope you all are doing well. Being busy with my internship and at the same time hunting for a job is a daily routine now. I know and unfortunately know it very well that there are many like me and are facing the same thing for a really good time.

When it comes to my internship, well its more about learning and getting the work done. There is no money, let me tell you i have been killing myself for three months without any money. Did i know about it ? did i voluntarily accepted it? well yes. I did know about it, i was the one who went on to accept this internship where there is no money, and else my counterparts are earning in lakhs.  Does that make me jealous, sad, like a failure? well yes. All of these are negative words but they are true. But there is also a possibility that these very things might have turned me on to look for a different job, be it part time, be it work from home, be it only with a limited pay. Things like this make us do stuff that wont be socially likable. But luckily i don't have such eagerness to earn or more importantly i want to develop myself rather than being a brat, i am working hard towards my future. 

No i am not bragging about anything, neither do i want. I am just writing down some positive affirmations so that it would be out there and i can get a boost. Being unemployed in a society, especially Indian society is tough. Not just out there but also at home. The realization that we should have earned by now as parents are old enough to get retired from their jobs but cant because we are not employed. Then comes the cousin who are younger than you and are earning good, they in fact pay for you when you go out. There are some who look up to you and are not very excited to see you now or may be they don't think that you are cool enough. 

This is called reality hit. What is our reality, our reality in this society that the family gave us. But anyways the point of this blog was to let you know if you read this blog till now that you are not alone. I am going through the same, I am facing the same. So together we will through this, we will make ourselves proud and most importantly we will make our parents proud. 

Thankyou🌼