Hey Everyone! hope you all are doing fine and well. I am fine too, not that I don't think of my future one second of my life despite the fact that today is supposed to be a happy day. But I want to give myself the time to think and embrace what i have become today and what made me be that person. 

As you read by the title, its that one day where thee is no turning back. I have to accept and move forward that i am not a 14 year old anymore in fact I am plus ten more years. Well its like I don't want to be this old but I also want to appreciate myself for coming this far and doing absolutely well in my health, relationships, my education and most importantly in being a good human. I might not have a six figure salary job for now, neither do i have a car of my own or a house that i can call mine( the one that i paid for) but i definitely have people in my life that i made sure feel safe, comfortable and strong with me. I have the treasure of people , incredible people in my life that makes me happy and want me to celebrate and embrace it that i have what many people do not. 

But i have learned a lot this year. I have learned a little about love. It doesn't look for everyone, neither should it be, it comes into varied shapes and forms. I thought I can choose who would love me and what that would be like, but i am wrong. I never gave people the chance to love me, let along know me. But last year has taught me the other side of it. I met new people who think about me that i thought no one would. This year i would not resist anything, I will that chance to myself and everyone who wants to be a part of my life journey. 

Sometimes life hides gifts in the darkest of places. With that i learned the quest for perpetual happiness is absolutely unreasonable. To expect to be happy all the time, frankly, its neither possible, nor realistic. You cannot know joy unless you've experienced sorrow. those of us who can sore to the highest of the heights can also plunge to the deepest depths. It's a balance and that the beauty of it. 

HAPPY 24TH TO ME ❤️