Hello everyone! 

How are you all? hope you all are doing well and fine. I was a bit busy and hence the not so good performance on the performing scale that this website provides. My status has become inactive which is true because that is what i was, INACTIVE. Now there are so many reasons to be in this position, like too much of it but that doesn't mean that i should not have got any time to just open the website and at least read five blogs a day and give my attendance in order to keep my status flowing. Yet i choose not to because i can and the very reason i started blogging was or to be very specific, the very reason i started blogging on this website was that it is part time, which means there are no strings attached and i can do so when ever i wish to do so. 

Well that being said, i would like to apologies to myself for not being true to myself and the promise that i made of blogging every alternate day so that my mind would work well and i can think of something to write every day which might make me creative. Well not everything goes as planned does it? well for starters I got a Job and it sucks' why does my job suck, well that's a discussion for some other day, but i get paid and getting money in your bank account is the happiest moment for any salaried person. 

Got the job, its wonderful but i always wanted to do something else and for that i need to study a lot, in fact most of my time was invested in studies before getting the job as that was my only aim, now you might think i am a UPSC aspirant, but i am not. It is not entirely different as i have to clear the exam, then interview and a good amount of training but it is also not similar to UPSC. I also have a social life right! I mean everyone should no matter how busy you are go our there and socialize because if you don't, it will totally harm you and everyone around you.

The point is i wasn't able to handle my studies, newly acquired job, the social life, my prayer, my trekking, my reading hobbies and most importantly my sleep. So as a very tiered and mature human being i though something that started on term of pass time and something that i can choose to do as a pass time should be kept so in order to actually work and get paid for the real life that i have. Not that i am not ashamed of myself for not be active here, but i also don't have the guilt as i am working well, i have a timetable set for everything that i do now and most importantly i can take out some time to tell myself that this is what adult life is, and this is how it was always supposed to be, so you need to fine with whatever going on around you and take care of yourself. 

Thankyou🌼