some times we just need someone to be our side, but at some instincts we left all alone. we can't able to share our feelings with anyone and with whom we want to share they don't exist at that time, among this all we actually don't want any one to feel pity on us. 

those were the best days of our lives when we are with friends in college. parties, bunks, fights, ragging, secret crush and so many little things which makes us happy. among those this was the most saddest part that any one can go through. which a girl faced all alone by herself.

those were the college days, I was so happy that I had so many friends around to be with me. of course its fun, isn't it ?..

every thing was going good, but suddenly little by little things got changed. the people who I felt the closest started  moving away. all of sudden I felt like I was in hell. a bunch of problems showed up,  like exams, fight with friends and unacceptable silence in me. literally I felt like nobody wanted me. nearly I felt that pain half a month. it started with simple silence between us, whom I used to called as my closest friend. I don't know at that moment that there was something going on through her, and when I knew it was too late. she doesn't wanted to share at all. she find someone else to be her side to make her fell safe. I still hope that we make best pair.

little by little everyone started to pick fight with me. my closest friend my bestfriend and literally every girl in my class. you know how worst it feels like to be avoided by the people surrounded by you, and worst part is that the persons you admire the most is not even looking at your face. I was so broken even if I wanted to cry I was not able to. I haven't done anything wrong but everyone was hatting me and I don't even know the reason why those people have me so much. I tried to figure out but they don't even wanted solve the issue, and on other side I lost hope in my bestfriend that he will come.

I was not close to my family that I could share every feelings every pain with them. and if I dare to, they don't show up at that time.  

I still remember those days ,those situations, the words which make me feel cry, silence, and loneliness and as it started little by little I also started giving up on my hopes that it will be sorted out and every thing will be normal. I moved one.