By this topic it may seem like that I am telling the one needs money that's it. No relationship, no family, no friends. No I am not saying that. Here I am talking about myself. As we were hit by Covid-19, many people including me lost their jobs. I used to teach. But due to the losses that the school had to face the school committee decided to shut down the junior classes thus resulting in the loss of my job. Since then I have been trying to find a new one in any sector possible. Savings are over and survival is hard. Asking parents for money brings shame because at this time I should be the one helping them. I have no clue what to do. 

I have applied at umpteen places, tried making money by all the apps and all, have taken surveys but nothing happened. I am starting to lose hopes now. I have two three kids for tuitions that's it and their fee doesn't even add up to 1000rs. I am not ranting but it is what it is. I start doubting myself at times. Was I never good enough? Every job I did I had to leave in between due to some or the other circumstances. And now this. Writing this all so that you guys can guide me what to do  and how to do?

Right now money is all that I need. At times I think how money is the only thing mankind is working hard for. How money adds to your status. Makes you respectable. Believe it or not but people love you mostly because of the money. They kind of see it as security. You will be respected, you'll have so many friends( though mostly fake) and if you lack money no matter how good a person you are. You will be alone at most of the points. This might sound harsh but it actually is the reality of our society. In this world no matter what you have or not you should have money. Though I am not saying there are not any good people in the world. But not every one is lucky enough to have a good person in his/ her life. Not every one is lucky enough to have someone who can guide them through. But till the day we are here we have to live it anyhow. Sad!