When one decides to start writing it becomes very challenging, because one gives it all to the writing but when the response isn't overwhelming the decision starts sounding a failure. I started writing because I had a lot to say always but nobody to listen. In a family of loving and caring people I always found myself alone. That too since childhood. But being alone never let me keeping my feelings to my own self instead I started craving for someone, a friend, a relative, any body who would lend me an ear on need. Asking for advices wasn't my issue but unburdening the heart. Years passed and I found no one. The ones I found showed me why shouldn't I trust anyone. So I started writing. I started putting each and every thought into words just so that it could go around the world and help those in need. Who think they don't have anyone, I just want to tell them they are not alone. 

The only problem which I face is in spite of writing 30 or 40 blogs I have no audience. No readers who can give me some feedback, who can guide me or simply let me know that how ever slow I am on the right path. Being one's own support or cheerleader is great but until what limits? Who would tell me where do I need to work hard? or what should I drop? I push myself daily to write a blog just to fill the needs asked by the platform otherwise it's like making a diary entry. But in diary entry you keep it a secret, here I want the world to help me but nobody is there. I am not disheartened though, I am treading onto the path gradually but sometimes all I think about is how different my life would have been if even a single person would have taken out some time to like or to comment on my post. I don't want to be just seen I want to be read. Everybody here on this platform wants the same. 

Writing literally makes me feel good, I feel light hearted. I blurt out every discomfort I ever felt. I can't keep going on with things in my heart disturbing my mental peace. That's just who I am not. I am me and I am happy with the way I am. Just trying to be a better person everyday.