Dear Nash
This is the longest letter i have ever written in my entire life and it is the last one I will be sending you. I hope you're smiling today it is a perfect day it is the day I have been waiting for for the last few months. Today I am gonna die. No, I am not some kind of magician who can predict the future. I am just gonna fall in front of a car today I will give an end to this tragic play I live in
I know what are you thinking. In her first letter, she said “ I am not a week fangirl”
Well, I am happy now? I am not strong enough to take it anymore I can't do it I don't know do it. So today I am telling you, goodbye savior. Enough about me though. I heard you have got a girlfriend finally she is so cute and together you and she is even cuter still I hope you told her you're marrying me, or well, you would, if I was alive. By the time the letter wi is in your hands, I will be long gone. Please don't be sad you know I love your eyes. I was in love with you. That's why I choose you over everyone. My boyfriend, friends and family. And to be honest that's what killed me in the end. No, my suicide wasn't your fault I died because of my choice. And still, I am proud I chose you
You disappointed m in your last question and answer your reaction about the new magcon wasn't the best okay at some point I agree but you always say that everyone is worth a chance so please give those guys a chance for me, I love you. I really do. Hope you love me too. Are you proud of me? I know I am weak but please do not judge me I know I broke my promise but believe me it is better this way
Forever yours
Milan
