Falling 

Fall everything

Is it a beautiful word or a dangerous word I can't decide? For me, I think it is dangerous. For me, everything is falling in every part. The first fall in love but now everything is falling

My life is also falling because of you I am just so tired of everything I want to end now everything. ALL of the things are falling now. It is now enough I don't want you anymore. I cannot take it anymore. I do not want to fall deeper. Your every excuse is of no use now I am so done with you. Now you cannot do this to me. Every word you say is to cover your every fault I am just so tired of everything. You cover up your faults I know every truth but now everything you say I don't care anymore. I hate you now

But why is it so hard is it because you were my everything?

Please get out of my life. I am sorry. I love you. Forgive me. oh here I am still saying this I am trying to control my mind to not say these in front of you but it feels like I am not able to control my own mind what have you done to me 

I need you but why I don't wanna say anything but it hurts I cannot help but I cannot forget you. I need you. But why when you just only hurt me why still I need you with me. Everything goes round and round it feels like I am again standing where it started. Nothing is helping me. Why it is my heart my soul my body then why I am still unable to control myself. Oh well, now I am just talking to myself again. That is all is going on with me I talk to myself I don't know which hope I am giving myself when I can see through your lies. But why do I am still having hope

 Why I am so into you and why I am unable to leave you. Now please tell me that you did not love me and you want to break apart. Please fulfill my last wish so that I can heal myself I can forget you. lease say these words so that I do not take a hope so that I will be free from my sufferings.