When the day starts without your presence it's just aweful in every sense. You are essential. No matter how things are messed up but you were , are and will be the priority. I love You in every possible way. I am more and more in to You as the day passes by. It's a year now. But the year just passed by in fraction of seconds. I m not just using hyperbole to make it look so big.. but It did pass very fast. Now I understood that time flies you can't catch that you just and just live that to the fullest to make it worth of the time passes by.
I lost it because of my intention to do a lot in a moment to make it memorable and end up making it worse. Ruining all the moment by just trying to do alot to not just living with the person who is there who is enough in herself to make it full… I end up messing everything. And the moment which should be one of the memories to cheer up , is died the death of overdoing. Regret kills you then more when you realise that and it's too late for that and you just wondering in your overheard concious for an excuse. Idiot…
Wake up before it's too late . Then you will never ever able to sleep like once you use to do. Dreams won't be there in the sleep, sleep will be of extreme exhaustion, and the Pain , that won't let you live , your eyes will be without light , darkness of your over possessed emotions. And the toxic regret of realising the need and not being there hence choosing escape to run away… You die little everyday. But then you live very little….
My dear…
Don't tend to live in an imaginary world all the time , if you are there in that world please have a good account of your real world.. because it won't take long to become imaginary for you. You will be dwelling in a space where you will not able to find the difference .. end up in Nowhere .. And that's the hell, I hope whoever is reading this won't be in that Nowhere. Be aware of the time you have with your loved one. Don't fall in the trap of overdoing .
Be in the moment . That's all it needs.
Love Love Love Love……. 🙏😊
