As in the 3rd blog i wrote about the situation of my nani maa. That don't know how much days she has left.

Now i can say she left us after 15 days of comma.and each day is like hell for family.she died on 1st june at 3 pm in front of me.I was there sitting and writing the blog and writing the situation of her that how i am feeling but suddenly she stopped to breath. I dont want to write about her but i read my blog again and i felt like i need to write it.she is so precious to me I can  never thought like she is no more.I am trying to accept this bitter truth even no one in my family believed that she has left us.actually she was totally fine and fit.No one can imagine that this can be happened to her. Today we came back home and rituals completed.but the truth is she left us that is so hurtful.i never thought she will left us like this.when she was in comma,for her each day was so painful she cant easily breath.she was in the situation that everyone us praying for the miracle or either she should go. Because we cant see her to die like this.

Again this is from bottom of my heart please take care of your grandparents.you are very lucky if you have.please sit with them talk to them.they need you.they don't want anything from you accept your good health.be humble with them.you will regret after they left you.

I have saved this writing but don't know have to share it or not after two days i have opened this again i don't want to read this because i will again gonna emotional.I don't want that someone has to gone through this type of situation.There are lots of thing going on and have to be strong as like my nani maa.I will miss her so much can't define it.I wish I can hold her hands.I wish i can spend more time with her.She was so near and dear to me.I wish i could fulfill her all the wishes.I am sorry nani.I love you so much.Her wish is that about  marriages of me and my sisterI wish i could do that I am really sorry that i was not there with you.I want to hug you tightly.I wish i could do that.

I know tum jhan bhi ho bhan khus ho…tumko bhut jldi thi jane ki….kyu????ak baar socha to hota hm log kaise rhenge tumahre bina??