Hai I am chinchu.I have a lot of dreams in my childhood. In my father and mother I have  one and only one daughter. So I faced a lot of loneliness and depressions. But few of them have changed with play or spend my time with cousins.so I felt very happy in that moments.

            My father working abroad.so I and my mother alone.Two to three years time take father meet me too.

  I know all of us  have a crush to any one in our  teenage. Ofcourse…. it is a true  ….all of us have a relationship or love or attachment….isn't it…

          when I am 11 years old  .My father build a new house for my fathers mother gave property. So I shifted   a new school .Its a cute and disciplined school.I have admission in sixth class. I gave few girl friends and they are accompany my school bus. After few days a boy love me very much.And he wrote my name in his bench, books  etc.My hindi teacher found his notebook my name wrote everywhere. All time he looked me in his shining eyes.At that time I know that he love to me. 

      I felt fear in that days how to face my teachers parents and friends.Because it happen not in new generation ,It in 2000s.I told him I  dont love you .but in my heart I like him but I don't dare to say.so i forgot that first love.

  When i am in   eight standard my senior student  said an affair to me for my classmate. She told me don't tell her name  but one of him love me asked.

   I am excited !who is that?but after one year I know that person.But he engaged or more concentrating about only studies. Because he is in 10th standard.so  i  dont get time to love.But still I remember and saw him .Unfortunately he is married and I am also married fir another persons.

          So I have said all of us dont  waste  school  life,college life and that minute seconds are precious forever….

     Now I am a housewife I spend most of time in kitchen for cook my husband and my kids.My childrens school days are remember my stolen sweetest times.At that time I am alone…and I think about  that schooling days. That moments not come in my life forever…..           

         Studies,happiness,sadness,love failures,feelings, and a lot of us missed in my life.

I MISS ……….I LOVE………

A lot…..      Past……