How do you define a trust worthy person?
What makes someone worth your trust?
Why someone's words are more like a promise to us?
Why we end up trusting people who doesn't even take a minute to break our trust?
Yes, I have been hurt , broken and shed down to tears. I have experienced pain from people whom I always wished to see smile. I have lost the battle with people, for whom I'd have faced the entire universe . It hurts…
Trusting people, having faith and at the end it's your inner peace which is at stake. Just if a person is your loved one, near or dear one -makes him/her eligible to gain your trust. If this is one such scenario, then why they can't feel the same for you. Why they don't even give a second thought before crushing your trust ?
Why you just become a burden and a barrier in their happiness?
Why a promise is never kept?
Why people change their colour like a chameleon just to fit themselves in the current paraphernalia. Yes, I have innumerable complaints right now. I wish I could atleast see what is actually in someone's hearts. How easily people sugar-coat their words and stab a dagger behind my back ?
How often people have been deceiving me? Telling lies to me?
Pointing their finger at me. Being judgmental at my perceptions and framing me like a "Devil". Although, they are the one's who are "Devils Inside and Angels Outside".
I know life can never be easy, every day there is a new barrier to lift up, a new barricade to cross and a totally unbearable bridge to go through. Still, with having people you love and care by your side makes the journey bearable. But who actually loves you?
Who cares for your happiness?
Who is worth giving your heart and soul to?
These statements have started haunting me. Because every next moment I just have thought - Who will deceive me ?
Yes, deceiving is an art and I am no one an artist who is an expert in this field. I am just a mere individual, who have been broken, hurt and still trying to hold on with the faith that one day everything will make sense.
One day, my trust on people , will bring about a change. One day everything will be next to perfect and definitely I'll experience a tint of “Heaven On Hell”.