I heard the word Corona for the first time in my life two months before my 12th exam. I don't know what this corona is then. I started studying without paying any attention to it because of the exam rush. Every moment I have with my friends, I am sad. I had to leave my friends and sit at home for 2 days. Slowly, slowly, Corona took more place in the news. Corona has come completely in the country. So the school was closed. I feel a little more sad and a little more happy that day. Study well for the exam. I can buy a good mark. I can show you who I am at home. A few things. Later, I wrote the exam wearing a mask and I sat in the exam room without even being able to drink water and not being able to talk to my friends.

Let's say my effort was good. What happened next changed my dreams. I am thinking that I can go and study in many places. But unfortunately my family was not ready to leave me anywhere else. I went through those days with a swollen knee. All my friends are in different colleges. I am the only one in the nearby college. They also enrolled me in a course that I didn't like. Then comes online education. I didn't have a phone of my own back then. My brother won't even let me touch his phone. At home I gave in to my insistence and bought a phone. Brother took it. They didn't give it to me even though they saw me crying. Later I used the old phone.I don't like online education. I didn't pay attention. No exams were held. I am afraid that I will spend 3 years alone in college. Don't know anyone. I don't want to talk to anyone. A lot of people sent me messages but I didn't look at them. I slowly started cursing Corona. The moments with my friends hurt my heart.

So 1 year passed. And then it's 2. The college opened after a few months. Haven't seen any in person. I entered the classroom, afraid that I would be all alone. Not as I remembered, everyone is a good company.But I don't want to pay attention in class or talk like others. I didn't even talk to my family. Cried a bit. My mind was totally blown. The next day when I go to college, everyone comes and talks to me. So I became one of them. I was sad to see my parents work at home. I was very sad when I realized that they were suffering like this for me. With that, my behavior also started to improve. I came back with my old strength from being left alone.

Hearing the word Corona scares me now. The virus that changed my life!I believe that I will not go without a change. Friends come and go, try to look the same.