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WHo said that u fall in love many times.they all are wrong.this is my first and last love which is unsuccessful .

This lines are true that you first love is start from the school.

I was in 9th standard . It was my schooling day. As regular I was doing great in my life.life was based on a suitable routine. In morning I used to go to school regularly and in evening I used to go to tution but one a new girl join our tution class. Unfortunately she became late for class. Classes were running in a good motion.then suddenly she came to the door of the class and knock on the door and says ‘May i come in sir’ . I turned my head and she the girl I didn't explain in words how the felling that was I was continuely looking in her eyes. At that time I believed in love at first sight.she entred in the class and sit at the first bench of the class with her sister. I was usually sit on the last bench because I am a backbencher.

When class were departed all students started to go outside of the class including me.when i am on the way to my home then I see that both sisters are besides me.for sometime I was confused that  where she was going. When I reached to my colony then I saw that are come to my colony and enter in a house. They are on rent.

I noticed that girl but the girl didn't noticed any single sheet of mine. I reached to my home.

The next day when I was going for my school both were also going to that School in which I was used to go. Even i didn't know name of that girl.but i was fully attached to that girl.

People's say that according to time all things are changed and I felt that.

It was rainy season and the State in which i was live it was depressed state. When rain occur in huge amount then flooded are come to each part of the state.

Our colony were also affected by the flood and the government didn't do anything for the people who are affected by the flood.

School and tution are in continue way and we have to go to school and tution by crossing the water logging in our society.both sisters across the water logging and going to the house in which they are living. At time i was besides them. Even i was not talk any single word to that girl because i am a shy boy😅.it about to 2 or 3 months of water logging in my colony. Both sisters were go to their villages it's about to 30km from our city.they both Belong from the village And there Father was in politics.

When they both come from their villages and continue their school and tution.The tution teacher held a test in tution and it is compulsory to give the test for all students. We all are gone for giving test but at that time there was twist in taking test. The sitting arrangement were changed it means that girls and boys sit together.this is first time when we all give a test like that.

 All students were started to sit accordingly to the order of the sir.

Sir called my name (sahil) you will sit on the second bench then after few second sir called her name ( Anjali) you will sit beside sahil. I am Fully shocked for some time 😂.she come and sit beside me . I started to write paper. It was paper of maths and the question are very hard . When I writing my paper i noticed that she is cheating from my paper . The question which are easy i made it and she write it from my papar and after few second i noticed that from the backbench her sister said that he didn't want to her sister write the question from his paper and told me that i was cruel. I turned back she scattered me. I forget that what she said and what not.

This is first time when I see her from close but a single conversation not occurred between us and this thing regret me all time. She was not good in study when sir ask anything to her she will start making excuses that i was not present at that day when you taught this but sir not forget her and give punishment to stand in class her sister as well as she was also a duffer. A single word of sturdy not come to her.

Then suddenly they both leave our colony and shifted to another house which is near to the school and we don't know the reason of leaving our colony. Then one day tution sir asked to them why they both leaved that Colony and shifted to new house then both said that due to water logging.

Then after few time COVID come and all classes and tution were closed all students were gone to their villages and after few months we have to give our 10th board exam but the government cancelled the exam due to covid .

All students were passed without giving exam. Then after some days there are farewell in our tution all students and teachers were invited in the farewell.we all  enjoy our last day of our tution and make some memories which are unforgettable and never come again in our life.

Then we all friends have different routes from that time. They both take admission on that school in which i take admission for 11th and 12 but they take flying 🥺 and i was regular. I didn't any hope to meet her again but when I was going to my tution then she meets in way . At one day i was scrolling insta then i found her I'd on it then i send follow request to her and she accept my follow request and then after few i uploaded a story on insta and the replied on my story. This is first time when we talk to each other but again I didn't send any msg to her but one day my friends say that when you not start talking then you u know anything about her then i texted her and she started to talking with me. 

After few months We become good friends. We used to talk each other daily.even i didn't text her she text me but I have did not any courage to purpose her . But how  will we talk each other like that and one  day  i purposed her and she didn't accept my purposal and told me that i am not interested in this and said that we are just a friend . But at time i was totally broke and i didn't understand what is going on.

Then i stop texting her and after few days she again texted to me and said that are u angry on me . I didn't reply anything and send just send emojis.

She told me that you deserve better than me .from that time i have not any courage to text her and talk to her .

At present i was not capable for doing love to someone again.

I realised a sentence that -I the world all bad things happen to the good people and good things happen to the bad peoples.

At present there was no any person who do true love to each other   both are doing time pass.they didn't understand the felling of love.

Love is a such a type of emotions and feelings by which we can express anything to the others.

the person who easily get there true love they are very lucky in there life and the person who didn't get there love they are going mad day by day and ruins there life and many of them sacrifice thei life in love.

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