So now my love story had started and from one sided it turned to two sided….,, We both were in love,,, I was full assured of this ,,, we both spent 3-4 hours sitting in the class,, holding one another's hand ,, kissing on forehead whenever there was no one around ,, and just I looked into her eyes with beautiful thoughts in my heart…,, we talked hours in call ,, our nights went off daily having romantic talks ,, no it was not a talk of lust ,, we had talks full or romantic words ,, and just it felt very cute and romantic… ,, We had talks like "watching sunset sitting beside sea beach where no one would be present except we two ,, I would take her in my arms, have forehead kisses ,, and all romance…" It just felt like we never go apart from one another… But time didn't wanted this…
One month passed of our love life ,, everything was going very good ,, and from somewhere I got to know about her ex-boyfriend ,, he contacted me and told me everything about her, that how they went apart, what she did with him.. etc. ,, I was very shocked and upset ,, thinking what should I do ,,, I talked with her and she said that everything he said was fake ,, but on the other side her ex-boyfriend had all chats and photos as a proof of whatever he told me about her ,, I was completely stuck,, and my heart and brain were like fighting with each other ,, heart said “trust on her,, you love her ,, she can't be wrong” ,, but brain said trust on him and leave her ,, he has proofs “ ,, everything felt like a puzzle … ,, then finally I made myself understand that ,, ” Love is more important than past ,, leave the things which happened in the past ,, and move on with your Love.." it took my heart and mind to go to a great extent to agree with this thought ,,, and finally I went with my Heart and everything settled down and I chose my Love ,, and everything was good now…..
Our love life was going very good untill the same situation of her ex-boyfriend emerged… ,, It was 4 months of our Love life ,, and from somewhere that situation emerged again which I had settled 3 months ago,, this time her ex-boyfriend was trying to blackmail her with same proofs ,, our relationship was again going to break ,,, but ,, I took my phone and called her uncle who was our tutor ,, and asked her,, “ Do you know about our relationship ?” ,, first he asked me like he knew nothing ,, it's obvious for an Indian parent to directly talk about her child's love life who had just passed her 10th Boards ,,, but later on he said ,,he knew everything about us,, but never said a word because he had trust on me… so talking to him gave me confidence to continue with my love life ,, and I talked with her ex-boyfriend and settled down the situation ,, now he was never going to trouble her back,, and everything went fine again ,, we were back in our love life ,,….
Seven to eight months passed and I noticed some changes in her ,,, now she didn't talked me in the call ,, once a week she only called me ,, when I asked why so ,, she said everyone is around her so she can't talk on a call,,.. I knew She was lying ,, but I said nothing and just let it be however it was going ,, I never went possessive on her ,, never scolded her ,, never showed anger ,, never fought with her,, just I gave my whole effort to maintain our Love ,, whatever the situation came ,, I was always with her with complete love and care ,, but unfortunately she never understood me ,, or I chose the wrong person ,, time knows….
It was almost going to be a year of our Love life ,, I never made any situation to come which could make us apart ,, always I was with her in every situation ,, my effort was so efficient that we never fought anytime till we were in relationship ,,, yes,, it was all my effort ,, she never put effort from her side ,,,, Finally a year passed of our Love life ,, but ,, she changed completely ,, she never wanted to meet me ,, she never called me ,, she never had chats with me ,, just a "good morning" message which was also according to her mood ,, all feelings for me was changed in her ,, my Love for her was all same as in the beginning ,, but her love for me had started fading ,,, I had told her many times about this ,, that she was changing ,, but she never cared to understand my words and just ignored ,, her every change hurt me a lot ,, but I never showed it ,, just let my pain go by saying myself ,,, “ it happens ,, if love would be so easy ,, then everyone would be in love today with somebody ” ,,, and I took all my pain behind my smile…
Two months passed more ,, and she changed completely ,, she even didn't looked at me whenever I came near her ,, she just ignored me and moved away… These all changes were hurting me a lot ,, and I was unable to talk with her as she never talked with me ,, always made excuses ,, and say lots of lies ,,, so I decided to talk about these things with her friend ,, I told her all the situation and she talked with her ,,,, She texted me ,, “If you have problem with me,, directly say it to me ,, not to others” ,, I replied ,, “ You never want to talk to me, then how would I say things to you ,, moreover I said many times before, but you never understood me…” almost 2 hours we had a talk on these all things ,, here the first lie became clear of her that she didn't get phone from her Mom… After all talks I again called her friend and asked everything about her ,, and then I realized that I was just used by her to make her past things forget and take her away from everything which she wanted out from her life … and she found me as a way to get rid off the things ,,, getting these all made me feel like dying ,, I was so deeply hurt ,, then finally I texted her ,,, “ I am going away from your life ,, and I would never come back ,, you got everything you wanted ,, my work is over ,, enjoy your life ,, Be happy and keep smiling…,,Goodbye.. ” I said these all with a heavy heart and eyes full of tears ,, and broke my love …
My love was over but I got deep lessons of life and moreover it made me strong emotionally and mentally ,,,
However it is said,, “God sends some people and take them away just to make you strong and give life lessons..”
My love was all true but the person whom I loved was false ,, "…MY LOVE FADED…”