Dear jack
You taught me that when things come around and make a change in your life, turn around and see,wait,sometimes you are not ready,sometimes they are out of your legacy and comfort line.
Turnaround and act,acting on the turnaround and accepting that if you fit somewhere doesn't mean you belong there, is often hard but it is important to live actual life,what is designed for you.
You taught me nobody can buy my love for 'heart of ocean' ,what I actually need is to drink cheap beer ,ride horses like cowboys and dance like nobody's watching and you're dancing so close along with me with same madness.
Some things stays forever in your heart because of their purity and consistency and you made an impression on me of the love which can only few people get to experience in their lives. What do you call such series of incidents if not destiny? I came on the ship as more of a slave of royalty and fakeness, I had to be someone who i wasn't, someone who can behave only certain ways, someone whose image was important than happiness and then you came along and showed what all I could be and what I was missing on in life. The painting you drew was more beautiful than I could ever look because it had the raw me , you saw the raw me, without money, jewellery, status and company I had. You saw all the possibilities in life without any fear and that's what made me fallen more for you, for the will you had for life for love for us
I promised,I won't let go,its been so many years and I'm still stick to it ,not because you wanted to see me happy but you wanted me to live my life on my terms.
You were right, we're so thankful that you won lottery (tickets) on that day cz I needed to meet you more than anything else on the deck on that day.
Like an iceberg..you hit me,sinking me down to realest love. Revealing just my astonishing tip and leaving me wondering what all I hold inside me. You were no less than an angel,and I wish everyone to get such love where they can be as free as flying bird on deck railing of titanic.
Your rose
