I have never felt this kind of terror in the nights before. It may be because I am grown up now and the responsibilities pile up and not being able to do it makes it more fearful than ever. 

I was asleep but then I woke up. It was raining heavily along with violence thunderstorms and lightning. There was a feeling of coldness surrounding me. This added oil to the fire of fear burning in me. I tried to get myself out of those thoughts but everything was in vain. The more I try to forget the more I remember. That's when this topic flashed in my mind and I thought to write about it. 

I don't know if writing is what I'm interested in OR is it something else in my future. But, I was truly shocked to think about my idea. 

Anyhowd it doesn't matter now because we cannot do everything that we are interested in. We have to choose one foor our profession. Unfortunately writing is not mine. But I try to learn things that interest me. No matter how many of them make me curious. We all have a lifetime to learn what makes us happy. So don't stop dreaming and pursuing it. 

Coming back to that night, I still don't know what's gonna happen about my future. It worries me but I'm not going to give up. 

That night was terrifying. I hope not to feel that ever again. But to look at the bright side fears are what that helps to do things that we never did before. It helps us to take that one step that we were afraid to do. 

Mornings are when we realise how much we have gone through the night. It makes us understand our fears. 

It is life, right? Moving on knowing our fears and overcoming it. 

Being alone drives us crazy. We can get out of the loneliness or be addicted to it. Either way it is in our hands to change our life. 

Music helps us overcome those fears for the moment and soothes our mind and heart. Exploring on our own gives us a chance to move on avoiding your fears and gives us confidence that we need. It also gives peace to us and time to know about ourselves and plan about what to do next in life.