Hello friends, recently I felt very depressed, my overall habits were totally damaged. I was hardly hit the ground.

Now I am here again with lot of hope that I will comeback stronger as before.

Life after 20 years was already explained by others to me but now only I believe that they are right and you will be pushed towards so many things that you don't like to do but it's necessary for our family well being so we should accept that and move on.

There are lot of advice about placement training and online course from staffs and family starts sharing our financial background. 

In this tough situation, my internal exams makes more trouble. We are very close to our 4th semester results. 

Oh my god, how a 20 year old boy accept all this situation at a time. But everyone said that you are not longer a boy and you are a man now, so accept every situation as it comes and work on yourself to get a job, good salary package, etc.

Whenever I see my old school students with our uniform dress, I want to go back to that days again to be financially and emotionally  independent. I know it's not possible.

But my college friends are also a gift of my life, they made me forgot all my worries when I am at my college and I started feel alone at my home and vibe alone.

Lunch time with friends is the best meal of the day with lot of dishes and lot of stories to laugh together without any fear about future and just live in the moment with complete ourself.

There is not competition or ego between us and that's what made our friendship more beautiful.

They keep asking me about my blogs, they don't like to read mine as they are interested to watch reels but my status about my new blog in WhatsApp is all they want to see again. 

I used to comment everyone to publish regularly but now I gone crazy ×1 % active from ×8% .

From today onwards I decided to be who I am even I have so many works to do , now only feels that reading all your blogs makes me more active, creative , and it made my day. So I hope that I will get back to my active mode and share so many blogs with you all.