Hello everyone , welcome back to my blogs, Iam overhelmed for the love that you all has showered on my previous blogs.Thanks for that one and In today's blog Iam going to share a personal experience of mine.
There is a limit for every thing and if the limit crosses we lose control on ourselves and intrest on the things which we once loved to do. I work for a small start up as a web developer in our team there are only two girls in developing and Iam one of them.At start Iam passionate about the development and had a great zeal to do various tasks, but priority matters everywhere in the firm that Iam working , girls are not given that much priority as they gave for boys and it developed restlessness in me. Though we all work as the same there is no importance for us. A month back I was given a task and since one month I have been showing many templates to them , but nothing got approved and It is hard for me to accept as I was spending hours and hours just to complete them.
I know that hardwork we do today can change all our tomorrow's but, Is it worthy to spend our time and hardwork on something which is not even benifitting you and which is making you doubt on your own skills and testing your patience. Iam at this phase where Iam scared to leave what Iam doing ,but deep inside heart it is saying me to quit that one and find the one which Iam suitable at and which benifits me.
At this point it is becoming hard for me as lots of people outside are waiting to work for the same position in which Iam working and every time when our startup people are organising events to attract more people , they are asking me to give a speech to motivate people and I did it once, but I only Knew that the words Iam saying are not correct and it is even more devasting.It is hard to work when all your friends are chilling out , I know that there will be a lot of difference between us but we do things for our happiness and the thing which Iam doing is not even giving me happiness and I really don't know whether it will benifit me or not. Sticking to the same thing for months is killing my activeness.
I feel so exhausted by doing all these but I want to continue it , just for few more days until I learn something , I will definitely quit it when I get another one but until then, I think I have to do it. I started accepting the people there, the environment ,how they treat us and what are we to them.
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