Dear diary , 

Apparently , I have no clue why I am doing this .Basically as part of my      “ New Year Plan ” , I would have jumped into the idea of writing a diary but that probably isn't a good idea .Last year was a catastrophe and yesterday 31.12.2018 , I thought everything would change and I would become an angelic person but no , IT'S STILL THE SAME.

I woke up today at about 6.30am and as per my new year's resolution ended up trying some weird mind trick to trick my pituitary gland into producing growth hormones .Being short isn't fun and I wish this works out .

I had this really bad assignment on mathematical quiz related to all other topics other than itself , for instance - books ! This world is so weird that I end up asking myself -'WHERE IS THE LOGIC?" , proving that I'm just another lunatic that ended up in this mental asylum .

Fine , today our state was revolting for women empowerment out of nowhere and I thought this would change the feeling of the entire day , but I basically did exactly what I do every single day . But today I got a better seat in the school van whereas on other days I had a seat that made me suffer from giddiness .

Forget that , Being new year , things  turned out to be worst . At school , my friends made me change my hairstyle saying I looked like a pharaoh and then worse of all we had our results . Well, I must say that predegree isn't fun and I scored way less than what I usually do. 

It was half day and when I arrived at my house things were the worst .My dad screwed up all chances of getting my brother kicked out and he screamed at me for being such a messy and lazy person .Well ,if things remained just the same , he is right , I'll end up in big trouble .

Leaving all those aside , the day was fine .I had good food and good sleep but I'm still disturbed badly for spoiling the first day of this year . I could see all the women empowerment going well but my strategy of being a woman or at least a girl is still not very good .

My friend always said things happen for a reason , so I'm looking forward to this entire year to learn new things and cherish beautiful memories on my path . I'm still happy and excited about this new year ahead , but for today I wind up .