Priya

Today I woke up early its 4 a.m in the morning also I didn't able to sleep properly last night  in the tension of meeting new people in my new class . I don't know why I am so nervous this year although I know this year my class is gonna be different and most of the student are gonna be new for me but that really not gonna make me feel much different from my previous class because there also I never felt bonded with anyone. Maybe that's the exact reason of my nervousness this year I really want to change my personality and want to be part of other people life's. So lets try doing that first step is automatically completed by my nervousness by making me wake up early so now I am definitely not gonna late on my first day. so I left my bed and start getting ready for my first day of school , I ironed my shirt , skirt and even tie also weird right…. but not for me I am not gonna take any chances this year, so everything should be perfect. For the first time I am taking this much of time in getting ready for school. After ironing my clothes and placing them on my bed I start checking my bag for all my necessary items I needed for the first day which includes a notebook for taking notes obviously  ,  5 blue pens and 2 black pens I know its a lot  for a one person but I am gonna use these pens for making friends this time you wanna how …simple anytime if anyone needed a pen in my class then I am gonna be the first one to offer and then by using this chance I will gonna try to make conversation to that person and may be that can lead into me making some friends I know I this is sounds stupid but I really wanna try this time so that in these last two year of my school life I could make some really good memories and able to say that I loved or at least liked my school. After preparing my bag I took a shower and  wear my uniform then I nicely make a pony tail because I think I look better in this hair style instead of in hair bend and finally I put on my black shoes , one last time I looked myself in the mirror to check if I am looking presentable or not , I think I am looking ok and I started going out from my house but I stopped by my sweet mother the only person in this planet who actually loves me even though I dnt deserve her love (gonna tell you the reason some other time) , she grabbed my bag from behind and pull me towards her and give me a angry look but she was not looking scary at all infact she was still looking so cute and sweet to me, she asked me with a serious tone priyo (this is my nickname but only called by my maa) are you sure you are not forgetting anything?? I got tensed instantly and start checking my bag and my maa tapped my head with my lunch box, in the nervousness of first day I completely forgot about my lunch , I try to make a innocent face in front my maa so that she won't lecture me but that didn't work out and I got a 10 min lecture about importance my health , food and what not … after that I apologize and promise my maa I will never gonna do this again and left my home by saying bye to my maa . I use bicycle for going school and I love that especially when I am on time for my school I enjoy the slow cycling in the morning and today I have plenty of time because its only 6 a.m in the morning and my school will open its gate at 7 a.m , also my route takes only 20 min of cycling to reach  my school. Everything is so peaceful in the morning, the rising sun is looking beautiful , empty roads are looking much cleaner , the trees are greener what peaceful feeling… Finally after 30min of cycling I reached my school before time so now I just have to wait for gates to open , there are many other students who are early today but I didn't find anyone standing alone like me everyone is having their friends around them , I felt sad seeing that and again the same thought popped up in my mind “why I am always alone?”…

Finally school guard opens the gate and everyone start going inside, after chaining my bicycle in cycle stand , I start going for the assembly directly like everyone else , we suppose to stand in any 11th class line where ever we feel comfortable I silently stand in the last row. After the assembly, I start going for the Biology stream class because that's what I decided previous night that I am gonna go for the Medical line and for that Biology is the only stream for me but while I was going for the Bio class I noticed many of my classmates from my previous class are going for the Science stream class of maths , I don't know why but I changed my direction towards them automatically and without even realizing what actually I am doing I was standing in front of the math class.. I am felt puzzled and confused what am I doing…I hesitated entering the class but suddenly one of my previous classmate called my name …I got caught by her standing alone at the door , I felt embarrassed and wanted to go back for the biology class but she came to me and took my hand and asked me to sit with her,  in that moment I felt the hope of new beginning in my life because for the first time someone calling me to sit with them … I felt so happy that my face automatically lighted up in a big smile and I step inside the class with her ……

stay tuned for the next chapter…..