I am a middle class house boy. I am not allowed to ask freedom, we dont have heart on the other hand we have wood board in which family come to engrave their dreams which are always same and in repeated mode. Our guardian have resources but rather than they used to relax their crisis they expected from to do the same and they will give things like a king. Sorry that was a bit harsh. 

 Come to the point we middle class boys are much alike ordinary two wheeler which wouldn't bought out of desire but to reach somewhere in time, people thought that this bike don't need servicing, maintenance kind things. The only thing this bike need is fuel even they expect that the bike must have a good mileage coz everything depend on this quality only and if mileage declines then the bike is of no use and person should have to sell this. In the same manner people think thata  boy only need money in their young age nothing much and in return he will become "budhape ka sahara" but we need much more to live, breath or feel the life. I am not representing every boy i talked about myself but i used word because i don't want anyone to judge me. Sometimes i feel to give up on life as I become hopeless but then a statement strikes which is given by my parents that "log kya kahenge" then i drop the plan coz "iske bare me bhi mujhe hi to sochna hai" coz i am a dumbest superman. Everytime my parents express their desire to me i was like you too have power to lead the same then why you see me as a token of your happiness coz i am a broken hopeless soul and believe me i am impotent to create happiness in your life coz holy water of ganges will never come out drainage system.

  I am alone and i am addicted to it. Everyday when i wake up the first thing i do is to think why again this sum rises to insult me and i eagerly wish that night should have a forever impact on my life. Currently i am like a universe who as everything dark around and have few stars which represents me small happiness which will about to fall but people will wish from that fallen/shooting stars about their happiness even in this scenario i can't wish for myself.

  My name Deep Narayan and I have an ordinary bike honda shine.

  Thank you to read me