As i said in my pervious story in part one… i was all in need of that one special person for my life …i only expected and asked for the love & care which only he could give… all i wanted is that one person to be there for me no matter what… but what i wished never happened… after falling in love with him my happiness, peace everything was gone i was only left with darkness. 

When we both were in relationship things were so different… he was never ever the person i loved or the person who made me smile before the relationship… i felt i was the  only  person who is investing everything to my relationship… there was no both ways … there was only me who was putting everything to keep it alive… he was not even trying or he never really cared about the relationship we had… there was only me who gave everything it takes to be with him… but all those time i never saw any effort from his side… then i realized it was never a both side love… it was only one side and i am the only one who is struggling… and i decided to come out of it which was more difficult than anything. 

I was not able to be in relationship nor i couldn't able to come out of it… i never had anyone beside me to share things which was running on my mind… i was so confused.. I was so broken… at one hand i used to feel let him hurt me… i will end up with him forever and that's all i need… but on the other hand i felt no this is not the life i wished.. I deserve better i should not settle for less… 

I never really  knew how to handle what i was going through… and nobody around me knew what was my position… i was all left with myself. 

The boy i loved the most never understood and appreciated my love… other people around me was not at all aware off what i was suffering… so even after having so many people love  affection towards me … i felt lonely and alone at that moment i realized only we can help ourselves and only we can understand ourselves  that moment i decided to break up with him. 

Finally i broke up with him which was one of the best decision i ever took. 

I got my peace, happiness, smile everything back which i lost for someone else who never really cared 

So what i say is no matter how much you love or care if you are not receiving the least part of it you better walk out off it because you really do deserve much more.