SO WHAT!

So what if I can't do the things that exceed my name,

So what if I fail to achieve and have no meaning for my deeds.

So what if I hold on to be a believe that stands nothing to anyone,

So what if I please a bet, too dangerous and yet not stand back to have fun.

So what if I did to go over run across a mountain to high, a desert to dry,

So what without water I engulf and then stoop down only to cry.

So what if there is nothing to protect me from the danger that awaits,

So what if I don't have the courage to challenge my fate,

So what is my mind puts me in a path trodden with hatred yet loved,

So what if I only listen to my heart and yet we are little disturbed.

So what if I am weak too soft to bear what hard,

So what if I stand out, only within me to become my desired  'bard'.

So what if there is no light a darkness that makes me mad,

So what if I can't speak get feel so happy and glad.

So what if I lose at the place and time where everyone ought to win,

So what if I make a mistake but, still know that I have done no sin.

So what if I argue, may it be nonsense and have weaponry filled with words,

so what is my voice spills all that it has and acts like a shield from silvering swords.

So what if I have my nostrisl smell something that make me dizzy,

So what if I am sad with things that send the others into a frenzy.

So what if I am not the best to my dear and loved ones,

So what if I am the loser who has no courage to stand in front of the guns.

So what if I cannot be trusted yet believed to be the worst,

So what if I remain a glue option in a night tarred with frost.

So what if I don't abide by the rules set forth to me,

So what if I cared little to charge my deserving fee.

So what if I can't restrain an obsession that I desire,

So what if I don't have the stamina to blow off my hearts fire.

So what if I am a coward to the world that looks down on me,

So what if I know, my might hailing the sky and the wonders that only I can see.

So what if I lose faith on things that I want trusted,

So what if I hail my future to somebody whom I hated.

so what if I betray someone who has given me so much love,

so what if I bow down my thoughts and fly into the heavens like a free dove.

So what if no one reads what I have honestly written,

So what if no one finds a person that deserves to be forgotten.

So what if among so many only one person I select,

So what if I love my dear and yet, fail to redirect......

So what if I stand alone in the storm ragging outside,

So what if I take poison and try to run and hide.

So what if I seek peace at times when I need to fight,

So what if repentance occurs and I change it to night.

So what if I am unable to move a single soul I know,

So what if to my curse the sun ceases to glow.

So what! That's it! What can happen?

To someone who believes in strength.

So what! I know I am here to stay for a time that's huge in strength.

So what if I am not the winner yet a competitor with the spirit,

So what if I stumble and fall down I know that I will have to complete the race.