Being confronted wasn't really her thing
A woman of bare words; yet she had to share!
When her heart sank to the deepest
A pair of yearning ears and a warm heart
One which could heed through her silence,
Understand the silliest pains,
and know that even the tiniest wounds could bleed
was all she wanted.
Door after door, she knocked, not being her
To the silliest jokes, her pained heart laughed.
She tried hard enough to hide, as well
The war within her was too real to win
She knew that an audience of ink spills over crumbled papers
might heal her wounds
But her heart feared the eyes that could read through the ash.
As bad an actor she was, a huge smile
that often faded quick, she fastened upon her face
She tried to cripple away hours, not thinking
But as hard as she might try,
she found herself hugging tight through showers.
Muffled up cries, she kept the taps running
She knew if one would ask, no answers be sought.
Under the light of a dim lamp
she strung her words, one by one, painfully
Hoping that one day when reflected upon
the agony she bore that felt like a sword
piercing right through her chest,
might sting a little bit less.
That the whimpers that choked her
were resonant with battle cries
and the pain was just gold being molded by fire.
Also that days yet to come 'd sing the glory
of how tenacious the hard times were
And how much resilient it made her be.
To those who read these words
and reflect upon it as their own
Do realize that this war they fight
ain't brand new or history
As with each one comes a
new beginning or an unexpected end.
Each tale being the same and different its own distinctive way
But do realize that this blood stained battlefield
is fenced by shields and swords
So for now, fight the battle before you
Down the last drop of sweat and blood, if need be.
The wounds you sustain, may time heal
Just know that, though an option, you chose not to die
and that made you the worthiest and the solid.
A note to those that don't identify with these words
Consider yourself a bit lucky
And look around you when you have the sight.
You might have a little bit of extra love
For the thirsty ones and the lonely, the less fortunate of the present
Some write for the fame, but the others for the pain.
Look around for the empty, 'cz the full could spill over