I asked Hey buddy are you fine??? Is everything all right ā¦I think you are not okay please inform me?? Don't hide anything from me
He replied yea babe I am good ā¦their is really no need to worryy.. his words were saying something else and his eyes were saying something elseā¦ I was not sure so didn't reactedā¦and said let it be ā¦every thing will be fine
Let us spent one day together all alone I askedā¦. He acceptedā¦ we were all alone and also both of us were silent.. I don't know why were we so much of silentā¦mmm it was feeling like something is going to be Happen very bad with both of us but he was not telling me any thing and I thi was hiding many things from meā¦ I wish he could have told me ā¦
On the next day we went for work at the earliest as he was having some large big and a secret workā¦ when will you return??? I asked
I will be back soon honey he replied..
Our eyes were not letting us go away from each otherā¦but we have to go ā¦..
On the next day after he went I was shattered when u heard about the warā¦.
I started calling him but didn't receivedā¦ he was busy in the war fighting for the nation against the terrorist ā¦.. this was the reason why I was having fearā¦m why my heart was nit leting him go away ā¦.I was like thougtlessā¦.
For three days the war kept onā¦each n every soldier were fighting at their best and every soldiers family was also fighting but suddenly I was broken as I heart the news of himā¦ my soul was not with me, my soul want to leave this world and go with himā¦
It's been a year I missed him a lotā¦
I was searching him every where but I can feel his presence any where then I realized I will feel him and his presence only when I will live with his motherā¦m his mother nation for whom he left every oneā¦ for whom he never took his hands backā¦
The very next day I got to take soldier training ā¦. After a lot of efforts now I also became aj army officerā¦and now I feel his presence Every where around meā¦ I just miss youā¦..
