I asked Hey buddy are you fine??? Is everything all right …I think you are not okay please inform  me?? Don't hide anything from me

He replied yea babe I am good …their is really no need to worryy.. his words were saying something else and his eyes were saying something else… I was not sure so didn't reacted…and said let it be …every thing will be fine 

Let us spent one day together all alone I asked…. He accepted… we were all alone and also both of us were silent.. I don't know why were we so much of silent…mmm it was feeling like something is going to be Happen very bad with both of us but he was not telling me any thing and I thi was hiding many things from me… I wish he could have told me …

On the next day we went for work at the earliest as he was having some large big and a secret work… when will you return??? I asked

I will be back soon honey he replied..

Our eyes were not letting us go away from each other…but we have to go …..

On the next day after he went I was shattered when u heard about the war….

I started calling him but didn't received… he was busy in the war fighting for the nation against the terrorist ….. this was the reason why I was having fear…m why my heart was nit leting him go away ….I was like thougtless….

For three days the war kept on…each n every soldier were fighting at their best and every soldiers family was also fighting but suddenly I was broken as I heart the news of him… my soul was not with me, my soul want to leave this world and go with him…

It's been a year I missed him a lot…

I was searching him every where but I can feel his presence any where then I realized I will feel him and his presence only when I will live with his mother…m his mother nation for whom he left every one… for whom he never took his hands back…

The very next day I got to take soldier training …. After a lot of efforts now I also became aj army officer…and now I feel his presence Every where around me… I just miss you…..