You are knowing that you are going to hurt and that will be beyond repairBut still you're willing to have that pain…..
You just have one wish "not to be betrayed"
You can bare pain but not a betrayal
It's frustrating and unbearable when you're aware about what worst is going to happen but you don't want to do anything…
You want to scream, yell, cry aloud...But you just can't
You are doing this…why? just because you are in love with that person and you can still feel that connection
For their happiness, their contentment
Even after knowing the consequences… with smile you are moving ahead
What will you call it ?
A love, a mere relation or your craziness
On the other hand the person who is going to hurt you is also in deep pain... there is love but it's hidden behind some shadows
That person thinks that you betrayed them and that's why they want to see you in the same pain from which they gone through
But you are knowing that you didn't do anything to hurt them…
Then what is all this
Why you are ready to have a pain as gain
Why that person is also feeling hurt while giving you pain….
Why?
There is something
A huge wall of misunderstanding
Which is ruining every beautiful moment in life
On one hand we are willing to be hurt by the one whom we love
On a other hand a person with full of rage is all ready to give a wound with trembling hand
At the end both will be broken with unbearable pain
One is willing to explain but another is making himself unable to hear those explanation
This misunderstandings, our ego, our bad temper... Makes us feel the worst..
If you can unable those shadows… then only you can enable understanding
On this topic i can recall a written page from my favourite author's book
It says, “ The MOMENT which was belong to us.. you gave those to someone else but whom you gave he returned it back… but those MOMENTS didn't reach to you yet..then where are those moments…. those moment are holding somewhere between you and me, those moments lost between us”
This love is a roller coaster accompanying bundle of emotion…..Even after knowing that.. it may lead you to something which is beyond repair..
Would you still love that LOVE, With lot of understanding and care?
Will you?