I was 15,hormones were at their highest level and you know how it is to be a teenager.It was my elder brother's classmate,they didnt bond very well but they were friends.I often visited my brother in school during lunch breaks and sports period it was like a habit.He used to see me everyday but I never looked at him in “i am intrested in you” kind of way I just saw him as my brother's classmate.

One day he sent me friend request and many of my brother's classmates were my facebook friends,girls boys everyone so I accepted his friend request.Then he messaged me one day and I started talking to him just like a normal friend and before i could know where this was going he proposed to me and back then i was not familier with the process of dating and then getting into a relationship i thought maybe this is how it is you like someone you tell them i love you of they say i love you tell then you are in a relationship.But i didnt like him so i said no but he couldnt take no for an answer and he kept convincing me.I was so irritated by thi stuff that I stopped talkimg to him.Then it was teachers day and I was wearing a saree ofcourse.I was coming down the stairs he was standing there at the end of the stairs and he was just looking at me and it felt so beautiful I dont what that look had done to me but since then i started falling for him but i kept this to myself no friends no one.And then one day he got my number from someone and he called me I talked to him and the way i talked i think he realised that i was starting to like him then phone calls continued and after a month we were in a relationship.Everything seemed fine before we got into relationship but then the reality hit me.He had to meet me everytime but i was very afraid to meet him somewhere in public because we live in a small city and people knew each other i feared that if my parents got to know about this then what would happen.I was always reluctant to meet him.We met one day i was with a friend and he was with three friends we did not get to talk a lot because of so much company.Then we started having fights because of no meetings.And after every fight he made me feel guilty about it i was so disturbed during those days i was unable to concentrate in my studies.I thought he would understand because I was younger than him and I was a girl I had less freedom than him but he expected me to lie to my parents and do whatever possible but meet him and i was not happy doing that as time passed he stopped asking me but he still talked to me and said that we wont breakup because of this reason.One day I got to know that he has asked my classmate for a date,when i confronted him he denied and convinced me that it wasnt true and i was somehow convinced.Then one day my sister's friend got to know about us and told her about it and he also had some secrets.My boyfriend used to call me and put my phone on speaker and made fun of me with his friends and he was even dating some other girl.Few days after that incident were horrible,I used to wake up remember it and cry and then got out of bed but I am way better now and happy too.