That moment… that moment when you have to take a deep breath before speaking cause know you are so close to crying. trust me , i know how it feels, i know exactly how it feels to cry while holding your breath and grabbing your stomach to keep quiet, to smile and say you're fine while your whole world is slowly falling to pieces, for everything to hurt so bad that you just want it all to end. If that haven't felt okay lately but still you get up everyday and refuse to quit, you got this. Sometimes you go through something and it hurts and you don't know if things are going to be okay again. But the days go by and you don't feel like crying and you wonder what it means that you're fine. you think maybe you are ignoring your emotions and they will come back out of no where. Until you're coming home from your daily work, singing along and wondering what you'll have for dinner, and you realize you're happy. Maybe that thing didn't break you because you're more stronger than that. Maybe you can survive anything. ‘may be you finally want to…’
So it's okay to be selfish, impatient and a little insecure. But keep trying and always believe in yourself because if you don't than who will? so, keep your head high! keep smiling, there is a long way to go…! There will be many people coming into our life but just remember true ones always stay. You got this!
I don't know who needs to hear this but they were never going to change. You did the right thing . Don't return to the people who repeatedly hurt you. I just wanted to remind you, that the reason you might stand out in a crowd are the very qualities that makes you distinctively you. You don't need to feel alone in that .You are unique, but we are all, in one way or another, we are unique and special. This is something that you need to reinforced and we need to remind ourselves of. Be honest with who you are and where you are at, and be confident in it. Be confident in where you want to be and where you want to go. If that means you to have to be your only biggest fan, who cares? You're in control of you, don't give that to someone else.
Love yourself!
BE Happy!
And Be safe!
!! You matter !!
“I'm always here rooting for you everyday!”