Chapter 1
Hey..it's me a woman who started writing about her life on a platform. All content will be my life. It's not about my simple daily routine it's all about my struggling love. Literally, it's a new normal thing for other people who lives in other countries. I am living in Kerala with my family. From the year 2021 my life got changed. I realized my identity…and my struggles started.
I studied degree and pg at the same college and same hostel but with new friends. At that time I had a relationship with a boy. One day I saw a girl in my hostel and she is. Sports girl. She looks very different from other girls. She looks like a boy. Yeah, she is a tomboy. Her eyes were very attractive. Day by day we become very close. We started to talk, fight etc.. Still I remember that I always tell to her that “I hate you” “I hate you".. But we become very close. One day I asked her" who I am for you " and I gave four options
1, friend
2, best friend
3, Sister
4, just love
And she replied me that not just love more than that.. The next day again we fight for something. And that evening I called her to my room. After going gym, she came to my room, and we talked to each other and last, suddenly she bugged me and kisses my lips not deeply just kissed. And I was confused. But I was happy.
That day I realized I identified my new life and new journey. I loved her but I don't know the reason why I love her. On the days when she was not in the hostel, I started to miss her. And we fall in love. Feb 15 we confessed our love. She is one year younger than me but she is very mature. she was my world my everything.
The days go on. her degree completed in 2022. And I was PG second year. The day she vacated the hostel I cried a lot. There is no chance to meet her again. After degree, she went to Bengalur and she was a gym trainer. But the distance was not a matter of our love. We continued our pure love. Again so many fights blocking but that all were temporary. Everyday video calls, and chat. But when I was at my home I struggled to Call her because my family members are not aware of our relationship. But everyone knows her because he was my sister's trainer. And the days go on .
To be continued…
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