This is the continuation from part 3; So did I get over the addiction of watching movies and smoking hookah? Maybe. After I was supposed to complete my 12th, I mentioned I did not get my hall ticket. So everything of my life came to a halt. I remember days passing by and I would completely loose a track of the date and the time. I became of more serious kind of a binge watcher. Any show I'd start I would watch it for 18-20 hours a day with absolutely no sleep. This then started to haunt me, that's a topic for next time. Coming back, Hookah! I would occasionally go out with my friends to smoke it. By occasionally I mean twice every week. So that count's to addiction I guess. And then a year passed by without me realizing it, that would make up to three year's all together that I'd lost by being reckless.

And then I made the weirdest decision of my life - jumping to commerce. It was completely new in my house as no one had done commerce for a long long time. I decided I'd do it because I liked the sound of Bachelor's In Business Administration, don't you guys agree that i sounded cool? That was foolish of me.

Before joining the degree college something's had changed, I was soo done with my life about absolutely everything that I decided to give smoking a cigarette another shot. I didn't think of the Asthma then, I didn't think of any consequences all I wanted was for it to be over with. 

When you start smoking, you don't realize how much of a habit it becomes; same way I didn't realize it, I'd smoke a cigarette or two every day by then. Later after joining the degree college, I didn't realize how two cigarettes per day turned to five in a day, and after some months seven; after a few more; fifteen and then the most of eighteen to twenty in one sitting; And then days pass by, months pass by, years pass by while all I could ever think is how did it start?

After a while of smoking excessively, you tend to start hating it; It's not like I smoke to look cool or anything, neither do I smoke to impress anyone. It just turned out to be a new routine to me. So where do you think the addiction started? was it in the degree college? or a year before the degree college? or the 11th and the 12th? or was it at my 9th?Is there going to be redemption? Let's keep this for the next blog. Until then.

CYA.