hola amigos. its been a long time since i have last posted a blog. now keeping everything aside now i am going to tell you further about the story. last i ended telling you about how i got a crush on a guy of my class. at first it was like may be i am bad to think like that about someone. most of the time i was asking myself why i am doing that. why he is constantly on my mind. then i gave up thinking anything and let my emotions flow. i realized that something is special maybe the way i feel. so i decided that i will keep this to myself. except for my best friends i wont tell anybody. its true though when you love someone you get that blush that eventually everyone knows. i disagreed when anyone confronted me with all the confidence i had. after sometime a friend of mine messaged me weird online game and i was so stupid that time that i seriously messaged him the name of my crush. and then real drama of my life began. he got to know that i like my fellow classmate. i got so scared that i really didn't wanted to hibernate somewhere. then i decided that i will not say a word to anyone now and for sometime i will be completely silent. that worked actually even after he knew that i like him i stayed silent. i was literally ignoring him. i know i did wrong on my part but as a girl i was so scared that what will people say about me if they will know that i like him. after sometime everything was normal. i was back to my normal life. that time i stopped thinking about him because my board exams were on my head. things went normally. but to tell you the truth i still got goosebumps when i saw him. for the time being i kept my feelings on side. then 12th ended and i got the feeling that nothing is going to happen between him and me. after 12th i was waiting for my 12th results. result came and guess what he was the topper and i was the second topper seeing his name around mine made me more happy. with time i thought my feelings would end but that didn't happened. in june i finally decided to do something about it.

to know what i did please read my next blog.