Hello everyone. It has been a long time since I have posted a blog. Well I was busy with things, college and stuffs. Today I came with something I was dealing for sometime. Forgiveness is a beautiful word the moment you say it you feel overwhelmed. Its indeed a power in someone to forgive someone. forgiving someone is not easy specially if that person has broken you badly. I have a friend who calls herself my best friend but to be honest she doesn't feel like it because she always do things that I hate. There is a whole lot story behind this I will tell you slowly and nicely in other blogs. For now all I can say is I hate her now with all my guts and I had a choice what should I do? Should I tell her what kind of a person she has become? to tell you the truth I have tried this one but nothing happened she says I am happy being like this. In other words playing with others feelings is exciting for her, lying to people is her job. I started writing blogs cause I got indulged in my anger towards her that I got frustrated so writing my feelings out seemed the best way to deal with it. 

Point I want to make is forgiving someone is really an art and everyone cannot be good at it. So if you don't like to forgive someone then don't please. Sometimes we are better off having our aggression for the other person. I know I am a mess. I trust people only few people and then get my heart shattered by them. I cannot forgive them no never not at all. They were not supposed yo do this with me I am good off being angry at them because yes they deserve it. do what you feel like.  you know i used to forgive my friend but now I feel like an stupid because even after all of this I only have the whole lot of anger issues. Just because you want to be a hero dont do these stupid things. I think you really don't forgive someone you heart and mind have not accepted it. In this way you are only forcing yourself you to be saint when you know that you are only a normal human being with emotions and feelings..