Hey everyone i think you all are doing great and having a good time. today i am going to tell you about a girl actually her first love story. 

so the story starts when i changed my school in 11th and took admission in a new school. there were very few students in my class so i was kind of happy that i don't have to deal with so many people you know introvert issues. everything was going perfectly for me. i got good friends though it did not end well but still at that time i had a very good friend. after 3 or 4 months a guy proposed her. his name was Rohan. that stupid girl told him that i will talk to Ashika and then i will tell you my answer. she told me and i asked her what does she want to do. she said i don't know. i told her how can i tell you what to do its your life, its your feeling and everything. then she blackmailed me for all that friends promises  so i told her okay lets think about the pros. and cons. he seemed like a nice guy. he was famous b/w the teachers as well as students, he was a topper and also he was good with talking to girls. so i thought if he likes you that must be something real. she said yes. but then she just dumped him. i still don't know why. i felt really bad for him because he was so sad about this. i had a guilt and i even said sorry. and there my friends problem started. we started talking little bit. i loved the way he handled the situation. he never went to talk to her again. this self respect i liked in him. then i just don't know what got into me i started thinking about him. every single time whenever he used to come and talk to me I started blushing. i could not make a eye contact with him. and this is something people say is a fact of true love. he was on my mind all the time. he always came early in class so just because of this I started to reach school early too. i used to wait for him in the class when will he show up and the day he was absent was like punishment for me.

that's it for now I will tell you more in my next blog.