#Chapter two- 

Sometimes life puts you in a very surprising situation. Sweet surprising situation. You can not laugh on that situation, you cannot even cry. You can't explain it as wrong or right. Sometimes you just don't have any clue what actually happened? And why it happened? 

Like some wise one said, ‘Not every question has an answer.’ and after some time that question becomes a memory. You can't defined it good or bad memory. It became one chaotic memory.

I was maybe 13 years old. On life that age, when we humans start to discover new feelings. Start trying new experiments and develop new emotions. Experiences new feelings. I was in 7th grade, I had one bestest girl-friend. We were together from like 1st standard. How should I describe her! She is the most beautiful, intelligent and interesting person. The most perfect girl I've ever saw in my life. She was focused on her dreams. She likes to dance, draw, act and all the things that I like to do. She was like my soul-sister. 

She was the only one in my friends who used to have computer at their house. She's the only child of her parents. So she lives her life like a princess. She even had her own room. She had everything that I want in my life. So eventually I started to spend my time at her home. And since I was her childhood classmate and one intelligent student (really I was) , her mom and dad also like me and invites me at their home for studies, dancing practice and to play.

That time flew so fast our final exams are done and when our summer vacation started, her mother invited me at their home for dinner and night stay. I asked my mother for a permission. She also said ‘Yes’ and she told me, ‘i can stay at her house as much as I want cause they are going to shift in other city by end of this summer.’ I didn't remember how I felt that time but when I reach at her house I had a feast without any celebration. It felt like that dinner was made to thank me. Everything that I like was cooked. Her mother used to cook the best food. I still remember the taste.  

I remember we were talking until 3:00 am that night. She was very upset about leaving school, friends and of course me. I told her that, ‘i would visit her during vacations and she shall come to meet me too.’ but she seemed angry on her parents, for shifting. She said, it's cruel being apart from me. How supposed do she survive without me. I told her, she can find new friends in new place. But then she said, 'she don't want new friends. New friends are hard to make. Without me, she's going to be lonely and dumb.' 

I smiled at her and told her, ‘when we grew up, we will apply for the same college. So we will be together again.’  she said, that was a nice idea cause we want to be present at the ceremony when she becomes a doctor and I'll become an astronaut.

We also had plans for our weddings. She's going to be my bridesmaid and I will her's. We planned about how our husbands will be best friends too and will go on world tour together. But in middle of the conversation she started crying slowly.

She asked me, ' what if I get better friend then her. What if I forget her. She can't accept having any friend besides me.' I hold her hand and said, ‘I will never forget her. Wherever she goes, she will always see me by her side.’  i wiped her tears but then my tears roll down. And you know what, “ when two people cry together for the first time… they understand how truly they love each other…”  

I gave her a hug. One tight hug. Then she saw into my eyes and said, ‘ you are my bestest friend. I want to be with you for all my life. I am lucky to have you.’ she raised her hand and started wiping my tears, in a hit of the moment, she suddenly kissed me on my lips… 

I not even got a hint. I closed my eyes. I didn't know why, I felt dark, horrifying feeling running inside my chest. (Maybe the essence of last times incident), I was afraid to open my eyes. I thought if I open my eyes, I'll see ‘him’ against my face. I don't want that game again. But then I felt a hand on my cheeks, felt smooth, warm lips on my lips again. And somehow it made me calm down. I opened my eyes and saw her worried face… she smiled and her beautiful smile made me stop thinking about any thoughts. 

She said, ‘good night, This is a best time.’ and she slept besides me. I just sat in shocked state, watching her face in a expectation of, she will open her eyes and giggle, ‘it was a joke, idiot.’  but she didn't.

In addition, getting angry on her, I thought, she is the most prettiest girl I've ever seen. I want to kiss her again. I want to kiss her back…

I never remembered morning after that night. Than she gone at her village to meet her grandparents and moved after summer ending. It's been 11 years after that. We met several times. But we never ever spoke about that night. Time can do real damage to a friendship. I never feel like her only best friend anymore. She have many best friends now,  got a boyfriend too. 

But, yes! When sometimes I think about that night, I smile; cause I kissed a girl and I actually like it….

_ to be continue.

 Hey folks this is Ash m. I wanna thanks all who read my blog and followed me… and love you, to them who sympathised for me in a comment section on last blog… you guys are great. Peace ☮️