So soon after as I got discharged from hospital, the next day I went to the restaurant. I haven't talked or seen her for a week. And somehow that time of week felt like a months long. It happens when you were in love. 

         As I opened the door of the restaurant and entered, all the staff surrounded me. But she was not there. As soon as they freed me I went into the cabin serching her. She was there sitting in her chair, lost in the bills and calculations. I knocked on the door. She put paper aside she was working on as she saw me, she stood up and I went few steps towards her. She said, “hey how are you now. I was thinking about calling you today. As I wanted to ask you something, Why you hide it from me? Why do you lied?” Many thoughts ran through my mind. 'Did she got to know about my medical condition? When did she knew? Who told her? Did my family told her everything, in the hospital? That's why she didn't even called me for a week? Is she angry? And why won't she be! Anyone can get angry.' She was looking at me and to break that silence, she said, “Hey, answer me, where'd you lost?” 

I said,"I am sorry, you have full right to get mad at me, that's true that I was not planning to tell you about me, but I was not either planning to confessing you. I was gonna keep my feelings to myself only as I know, my story won't be having any happy ending. But believe me, today also I came to tell you the truth, so you can forgive me and reject me without any hesitation. I have a pancreatic cancer. And worse, I am at the very last stage, so it's confirmed that I am dieing in a few months and so. I was ok with it, I had accepted my fate; until I saw you. I had given up on my work, my dreams and on my life, but you made me curious about yourself. You didn't even said a single word to me that day, but just your existence attracted me towards you. At the first, my intentions are only to know about you, but then I spent time with you and you got no idea, how amazing you are! that anybody will fall for you, so did I… but hey, I can understand even if you say ‘No’ to my proposal, cause it's insane thing to even ask you in a first place, that happened in a hit of the moment, I just loose my mind whenever I see you. So please forget it. And if you say, I'll leave this job as well, but don't make me leave please, I want to stay a bit longer with you…" 

          - To be continued.