It's been a month now, I am working here. She only interviewed me. I still remember, how hard it was for me to control my lough, when she looked at my resume and almost shout, “What are you idiot or something? Or is this fake Resume? Do you even have a idea! What you can earn with this kind of degrees in your resume.” I remembered, how politely she said that, ‘I am way to overqualified for the job of waiter in this restaurant.’ Now how should I have even explaind her that, She was the solo reason, I wanted that job. She was just so stubborn and not ready to give me the job, until the very end. She said, “She don't wanna waste my time and potential.” Idiot girl… 

             Just thanks to Singh uncle, that he was a friend with the hotel owner; otherwise,  if she could have managed, she should have took me to some big company to give interview or something. This is another one of her quality which made me fall for her more and more. What a intresting girl! to be honest… 

I was sitting on the park bench, lost in my sorrows; when I first saw her. She was sitting few steps away, but in a front of me with a group of her friends. She was loudest one of them all. It seemed like she was the centre of that crowd, with cheerful and carefree aura. I have seen and met many girls like her in my life before. So what attracted me this much towards her; was the moments when all her friends left one by one, she just set there at the end, alone… 

          There was some different loneliness in her eyes. I saw her wipping her tears away. Watching her like that, I feel like going near her and ask her, " what’s wrong? “. Watching her hiding her pain, made me to want go to her and say, 'it's gonna be okay?' It was strange ack in my heart. ‘Do they had a fight in their group? Is something hurting her physically?’ I was just not able to see her in tears… 

           Then I suddenly saw a different trick of her's. Someone called her name, “Ravi!” and in like a blink of eyes her expressions changed. She again wore that cheerful smile on. She again started talking loudly, like she didn't have the care in the world. But I was still able to see that sadness in her eyes. I just couldn't shak off the feeling that she was facking it all… all that smile and everything. 

          I don't wanted to notice that sadness in her eyes. It was, it was some different acky feeling that I was not able to explain in the words, but something that Tia me with this girl. I was not even able to look away. It was like, that girl was showing some mesmerizing magic tricks and just like a curious kid, I got stuck to look at her.

          So much so, that curiosity made me forget that I just came back from my jobs fairwell. It made me forget that, I was sitting here in a thoughts of ‘How unfair the God is!’.  it made me forget, 'I was sitting here to just pass a time cause, I don't wanted to go home and face all those sympathetic eyes of my family.' She totally made me forget that, I was in a physical pain. She  just made me forget that, I am going to die in a few months…

                  - To be continued.