This is the story of my weird nature- I desire, that every person who meets me, Knows me; Have to love me, like me or at least think about me. I don't know why but I want them to remember me, even if I am not in contact with them anymore. and to just fulfilled this desire of mine, I can play mind-games and can manipulate your decisions. This is the story of time, when I met a boy, who didn't wanna accept my feeling. This is the story of my stubbornness, to get what I wanted. This is the story of realization, How wrong things go, if you just won't accept the other peoples emotions, over yours… Let's begin then.

         I've always been the center of the world, Even to other people. Whether in a bad way or Good… I've always been the center of attention. But one day I met someone who won't put me at the center of their world… No matter what I do. But, the more he ignored me… the more it fueled my desire to win…

I met Sidharth in my collage day's, we were in same department but he was whole 2 years older then me. We met during CR (class Representee) meeting. He was Senior of mine. and we used to have this CR meetings on weekly basis. Then came the College fest Season. And I Don't clearly remember how- but Me and Sidharth got together in a decoration team. He was good looking and one of popular seniors from the department. So when they paired me with him, many girls felt heartbroken. Many of them even came to me to request for switching partner, but the pairs was decided by the teachers, so we pretty much stick to that. In our decorations team, He was lead and I was playing roll of his Assistant. As we started working together I realized he was pretty amazing guy to be with. He had that easy-going, helping, smiling nature of his which attracted people towards him more then his looks. Because of this collage fest preparations, We started to spend most of our time together and first, because of that only I thought rumors spread among the college peoples that, ‘Sidharth have feelings for me.’ 

         I got this news from one of my seniors, when she came to confront me for that rumor.  Obviously she had feelings for Sidharth, so I told her that it's just a rumor and we are just good friends. But she only told me that She was in a innerCircle of seniors where Sidharth only confessed that 'he likes me...'  

                                    - To be continued. 

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