Dear Ash,
I am writing to tell you about how proud of you I am. As for looking back we have came a long way. There was a Times when we just wanted to end everything. And now having a great job and planning for future. It surely was a long journey. But you did it. I am truly amazed how brevaly we handled our mental health issues and balancing all our family issues. Sometimes mind set of yours makes me wonder! And remember that mindset is our great power, We can conquer anything with it. So just believe in yourself and atleast try to put some hard-work. As not to brag but we got everything we have now without any specific efforts. So imagine what will happen if We put some efforts. So please I request you to put some efforts at your work in hand.
One thing about procrastination. I know we got habit for that. And we always tackle it with our mind-blowing creativity. But doing it regularly will only couse trouble and regrets. And for so many times in past, we did regret our procrastination, but you never learn a thing. You just do same thing again and again. It's not good though… Thinking and regretting about your mistakes won't take you anywhere. You should learn from them and act on them. Remember, there is no shame in being weak, shame is in staying weak…
And last but not the least, your behaviour towards our parents. I know you love them more than anything but sometimes love have to be shown. Just because we know that they love you unconditionally and won't throw you away, out from their lives; you should not take them for granted. As much as you put efforts to impress your friends and colleagues, make sure to put that much efforts to show your love towards your family as well. As they are humans too and they won't ask but they need affection from you too.
I wish you well and have a wonderful time. And remember one thing, “if you need me, I am here. If you don't, I'm still be here…” you won't be alone. I believe in you. But there's a room to improvement and always remember why we doing all this! It's all for to our wealthy and happy future. So keep fighting…
Yours sincerely,
Ashvini M.