It's okay with darkness after all we are not what we look like as in THE last one involves us going into the dark! And that's our reality. In order to know other's pain u need to go through pain. There's nothing wrong! 

 He used to walk alone by the streets listening the songs sung by leaves. He is thinkin about anything not knowin the future or the past. He asked himself "why I'm alive?" No one replied not even himself..because slience answered!.. and silence is soul's language. He didn't knew back then that now as he started to communicate to his soul he's going to meet himself… he started living the darkness and also wanted to come out of it but only wanted his soulmate to help him. Many days passed he didnt had clue of what's going. It's been 11.11 he was sitting outside his hostel on a bench with street light blinking on another side. 'Ahh, I'm not sacred'. He barely sleep, his roommate came down to look for him but he denied to come back to room .. his friend asked what's  wrong with you,  you're not the same person u used to be. He gazed at him, smiled and said in his mind “even I don't know what's wrong .. something's inside me, missing me, calling for me, u know what's the worst feeling is? when u know something is there but u don't have any idea”. He just said 'ok, let's go'. 

Semester's exam ended! He went to his home where there was a daily commotion in the house due to finance fluctuation. It was like anger, frustration and fear had caught him. His friend gave a girl's number to him if that girl could save him. He started talking to that girl. She used to  care, guide and motivate him, he thought that she might be his soulmate. A perfect woman he knew but he loved the imperfect one earlier so it was tough for him to enter into another commitment. He started seeing the black clouds (negative energies) again which he used to see in his childhood. But now these clouds took immense form this time at night! He's scared now!. ‘Please help someone’, now I dont want to be this way'. Shower of miracles were going to happen……

To be continued…..