My biggest dream since childhood was to become a doctor. My parents also had a great desire. They often tell me when you grow up you should study and become a doctor. Their words gave me more confidence. My plan was to join science course in +1.
I studied well in class 10th. English and Maths were a nightmare for me. It was very difficult to learn. First rank in class in other subjects. I am malayalam media. Studied in government school. The teachers also supported me. That made me dream of becoming a doctor.
sat and studied without sleeping and wrote the sslc exam. The exam was easy. Only English was a little difficult for me. I copied and wrote the English question itself 😇😇. So the result came. On that day, there was fear in my mind. I got 8A plus and 2B grade. I was very happy
+1 applied online to get admission. I gave 4 science courses in school. And so came the trial allotment. I got seat for science course in city school. I was very happy. My parents shared that joy. After one week, my parents went to school to join me. I really liked school. My two best friends got seats there. My happiness doubled.
August 2017 +1 class opened. I went to school with a lot of hope. There were 60 children in the science class. I don't know anyone. Both my friends got a seat on the same bench. I am alone. I sat on the first bench. I was scared at first. Felt alone. A sir came to our class. Maths was sir. First sir asked if there are children who studied in English media school. 15 students stood up. He asked them their names. Then the names of those who studied in government schools were asked.
Maths sir wrote some maths questions on the board. Told to write its answer. I don't know maths at all. The rest of the classmates started writing the answer. I didn't know what to do. Maths sir stood next to me and my leg started shaking. I was totally tensed. I asked my friends who were sitting in the scecond bench for the answer and they didn't mind. Everyone wrote the answer.Maths sir wrote the answer and congratulated the students.
All the teachers came to the class in the subject. They only speak English and I don't understand.
