I fell in love with him for the first time when I was studying in Plus Two. His name is "Rafi".
I was in science plus he was in commerce. His class is to the right of mine. Take a bus from home and get off in the town and walk for 15 minutes to reach the school. His house is in the town.
So when my bestie and I were walking to school together, his friend saw me for the first time and that friend had a crush on me. Friend was hesitant to open his love to me. He entrusted Rafi to tell me his love. Rafi is a smart boy. He started walking behind me when I came to and from school. Rafi forced me to fall in love with his friend. I am a kid who doesn't talk to anyone much. Rafi tried to talk to me. I didn't mind him. He always teased me by saying his "Nishu" is his friend's name. Rafi "Nishu's girl" everyone started making fun of me when they saw me. It became the song of the whole school 😇.
His friend "Nishu" was truly in love with me. But I don't have a crush on him. Rafi forced me to love "Nishu". I said I can't. He followed me with every step for his front
I had a crush on Rafi for the first time on 8-7-2017. That day is a day I will never forget." sorry "You forgot to fail me. I am "fathima" and my bestie's name is "michi". She and I go to school together. She is my everything. I will not hide anything from her. He will tell her everything. But I didn't tell her that I had a crush on Rafi until today.
The day before I fell in love with him. I gave a complaint against him to the principal. Complaint was given saying that he is harassing me by telling his friend's name. The principal called me and him to the staff room. He said sorry. He was given a last warning.
The next day I walked to school and didn't see him. All his friends were there. My heart hurt. I thought he must have gone straight to the class. But I didn't see him, if I sit in my class, I will see his class. During the interval he would always look at me through the window and make fun of me. I understand that he did not come to class. But that day I missed him every second.. That day I lied to the teacher that I was having a stomach ache. The teacher told me to lie down for some time. I lay down. He was my whole heart. I felt guilty that he didn't come to school because of me. Unknowingly tears fell from my eyes and fell on the bench. Everyone in the class started asking why he was crying. I lied that there was nothing. I miss him so much. I don't feel like talking to anyone. In the afternoon the teacher told me to go home if I don't feel well.
So reached home. Umm asked me to eat and I said no. I went straight to the room and locked the door and lay on the bed. I felt like crying. I cried again saying "I miss you Rafi"...Unbeknownst to me my heart was in love with him...The love I felt then is still in my heart today...Unbeknownst to him.…
