Dear readers,

                       This might come as a shock to you but a long long time ago, I was the most meanest bully of class, and till date my teachers never ever believed that, the reason being I pretended to be the nicest when I was  in front of them. Also, this must sound lame, but that's how we bullies used to operate. However, even after being a bully, I did have a very close group of friends, and they would take my side no matter what. Now these friends that I had were the most popular kids in school, and I am not trying to blame them at all, but may be somewhere down the line I did become a bully because students around me thought that I was someone to be afraid of, because I had such popular friends in the first place. Again, I am really not trying to blame anyone here. Me being a bully was completely my fault. 

I used to be at the top of my class every single time ( not now though, social media got me hooked to it, studies can wait! ), that somehow made me look down on my fellow students. Now since I was a bully, I can give you an idea on how is the mindset of a bully is, keep reading further the juicy part is yet to come.

Just like someone who is bullied needs help, similarly the bully needs help too. No one is born bad, their surrounding decides who they are and how they behave. Parents are supposed to have a close look in their child's life. I did not become a bully, because my parents were too busy to be bothered , it's exactly the opposite , they thought that I was a kid with perfection. Guess what? I wasn't. So, I had this compulsive need to be perfect, and when I could not be perfect, looking down and bullying my fellow classmates made me feel kind of superior. 

Years later, I was still a bully, but I guess God had different plans for me. This side I was on the other side of the sword, the sharp side. 

Hey wait!!!! Are you smiling while reading this? Do you think that I deserved it? Hell yeah! I agree with you homie!

I deserved it, for this first time in my life, I got bullied, and felt terrible, it felt heart breaking. The worst part was the fact that I had no coping mechanism left any more. I fell the most bottom sadness of what life had to offer. Good thing is I learned how to tackle it, well I did not exactly tackle it, I just gave a few warnings to my bully. P.S. not so gentle warnings.

Take notes, and learn from my mistakes, and don't beat up your bullies like I did. The best thing you can do is ignore their existence and let them deal with their existential crisis while you enjoy your life to the fullest!

Lots of Love to you guys, hope you enjoyed reading it.

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Yours truly,

                   Ananya ❤