First Blog:

Starting this with you my star

The name which doesn't need any introduction, the soul touched millions, the boy who inspires many even now, the real hero of my life, SUSHANT SINGH RAJPUT. More than a fan I admire him. I admire him for what he is ( I don't wanna say WAS) in real and reel life. I just want to share my thoughts on how the name has impacted my life.

When the world is fighting with COVID_19 and there was a complete lockdown and people were struck in a place who don't know what to do. And there comes news on JUNE 14 2020 around 1:30 pm I think Bollywood actor Sushant found dead in his room. I still remembered I was doing a TikTok dance video on the “MAIN TERA BOYFRIEND” song. Frankly speaking, as I am from the South I don't have much interest in the Bollywood industry as I know a glimpse of them. And I always thought Sushant is a big actor like Sharukh khan and others. Even I don't know his name is Sushant but as a Dhoni Actor.

I don't know him before neither I have seen any of his movies even I don't know that he came from a TV background or anything about him. But on that day I was disturbed like hell. I made up my mind 100 times Why am feeling for him, who he is.? why should I even think of him.? but no, nothing stopped me thinking of him. it streaming in every news channel that he hanged himself but I never believed it I don't know why.? I said to my friend that he died and my friend said to turn off the TV and sleep but I couldn't. And from that day to this day not even a single day I stopped thinking of him. 

I cried for him as it is a persona loss. In some of the situations, I even thought to die once to meet him. I still want to know what happened with him. I don't wanna take this topic into some sort of a mess but I want to keep my feelings out about him. I just want to say how my life changed after knowing about him. How he inspired me and my life has a great impact on Sushant. I regret even know why I don't know about him before. Through this, I want to express my feelings and I want to keep his legacy alive forever. Through him, I got to know many things which I feel now that how much dumb I am before. I just want to say to the world what a man he is. We lost a Gem. sometimes I feel Why he came to the industry despite having great knowledge. Wish he can be an astronaut, scientist, or a graduate so that he can be alive and he would be a great asset to our country. we get to see rare diamonds like him and we lost him forever. but Sushant wherever you are shine on my Love.

To be continued…

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