What is the best part of life 
He asked 
I asked what do you consider as life 
He answered
Life is what we perceive about everything 
I laughed and told him
What does it meant to have a life
Life is where
You cannot skip chapters
That is how life works 
You have to read every line 
meet every characters whether you enjoy it or not 
some chapters will make you cry 
like hell 
some chapters will make you happy
like heaven 
some chapters will teach you like a teacher 
you will read things you don't want to
you will have moments when 
you 
don't want the pages to end
but you have to keep going 
He stared  at me 
having tears in his eyes
Something is beating in his heart 
I continue my conversation conversation which is beautiful to him
he asked another question 
why do we close our eyes when we pray
when we cry
when we dream
I replied
because the most beautiful things 
in our life are not seen but felt 
only by the heart 
how to exist 
how to understand
how to control life 
how to control emotions
I don't know 
how can I experience it
in both its 
light and dark stages
I Am Slowly learning
how to accept 
where I am 
I Am Slowly learning 
how to simply believe 
in the person 
I am becoming
There is a simple answer to that confusion
when you get 
what you want 
that is God's direction when you don't get 
what you want 
that is God's protection 
Perhaps it is just easier to smile 
Perhaps 
it is easy to ignore 
maybe 
it is easy to pretend 
everything is okay 
but 
reality is 
my heart is little sad
but
it is a sign of growth being okay 
with not being okay

God has perfect timing 
By not being where you thought
You should be 
You will end up exactly where 
You are meant to go
It is all right to love someone
Who does not love you back
As long as they are worth you loving them 
As long as they deserve it 
It would be a privilege
to have my heart 
broken by you
It will feel like a privilege
Until I want
You will never be able to find yourself 
If you are lost in someone's else heart
Which is not meant to be yours 
Don't go
Try to stop them 
Until you tired of stopping them 
Tell them 
I am not finished falling in love with you